7.00am: I heard my alarm rang... 7.20am: Get up and prepare to work.
8.00am: Walk to bus stop.
8.45am: Reached office, turn on the computer and start working.
12.00pm: Started to feel the hunger haunting me.
Then... my supervisor MSN-ed me that we'll be ordering Kenny Roger's and having our lunch at the office. I was sooo surprised and think that "wow, its gotta be fun to have lunch with all of them !".
I told the very-busy-typing-whatever-it-is...
Friday, October 29, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Hurt [Offline Blog for 26/10]
昨晚发了个较特别的梦：
我看见一个 Winnie the Pooh 公仔在马路上，它看起来像是被虐待多过被抛弃。
我走近它那里。它脸朝下，背部有许多的伤痕，棉花都出来了。
我忍不住把它抱起了来。我看着它，它看着我。有滴泪水从眼眶流了出来。
当然，我就这样梦醒了。
我醒来第一件事就想：期待已久的，终于来了，快点尽情地痛哭一场吧！
虽然感觉还在，但是不管我怎么逼自己，都逼不到自己哭出一滴眼泪。真的是所谓的“欲哭无泪”啊！
都快一个月了，感觉就好像个沉入深海的玻璃弹珠，越沉越深，越深越快。。。一旦沉到海底时，玻璃弹珠将会完美无缺,还是会被击破粉碎。。。?
这种 hurt hurt 的感觉，究竟还需忍耐几久叻？
突然好想念金宝的日落。你说“思念”吗？听得出，有一点。...
Thursday, October 21, 2010
随《夏》而下 [Offline Blog for 19/10]
“《夏》竟然沦落成emo时听的曲子。。。”
人，是很可爱的东西。他们宁愿欺骗自己，一厢情愿，都不愿意接受事情的真相。
“希望”已成了“绝望”，不管还在盼望些什么，最终只觉得很不值得。
想着想着，窗外下起了一场大雨。
很自然的，那只手就摸起了MP3，把听着的歌换成了《夏》来听。
我还记得：“下雨听《夏》，停雨了就听《雨后庭园》。”
那“终于下雨了”的感觉，随着那雨声深深的把我给困住了。听完后又重新在听一次，不知听了好几遍，那雨才停下来。
这场雨让我发现了个东西：开始觉得凡事自己有做错事的人，都好像会想要挽回“我们还是好朋友吧”的希望。这，又让我想起另一首歌了。
最后觉得，还是哥讲得对。*拿起MP3，选了《我寂寞寂寞就好...
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Theme of Love
Been addicted to one of the Final Fantasy IV's soundtrack lately, and the name is "Theme of Love". This is a piece that touches the hearts of many, and of course, it touches mine as well. I've found several versions on Youtube, and I'll post them all here.
1. Final Fantasy IV: DS version
2. Final Fantasy IV: DS Opening
3. 月の明り(Tsuki no Akari) - Ida Emi
4. 愛のテ－ム(Ai no temu) Orchestral version - Final Fantasy IV
Each...
Monday, October 18, 2010
缘 [Offline Blog for 17/10]
都已经不知道自己要些什么了，这个也不是，那个也不是。。。
看着那烂手机，等待的不是虚假的短讯，而是那简单的两三个字来照亮我的每一天。
但是，还是觉得很可惜；可以看，可以听，可以感觉，可以感应，可以想象，却不能真正见个面。
[可能这就是所谓的“有缘没分”吧。。。]
如果真的有机会约出来见个面，我一定，不会毁约的。
所以我会好好珍惜现在，我不希望把我的“希望”演变成“绝望...
I've Just Ruined My Life !!! [Offline Blog for 15/10]
Just before I call it a day and start packing, I was asked to check my webmail and download the Word document and I'll be briefed shortly about the job. I was like "OMG, I must have been acting too relaxed till they're giving me something to do now".
When I opened the document, it’s a list of contact numbers.
"You'll need to call all the people here and ask them bla bla bla... (details are P&C here)", she came and briefed...
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Day 6: Internship [Offline Blog for 11/10]
Yeah, its already week 2 of my internship period of 12 weeks !
Still sleepy while doing works,
still slacking around,
still trying to find someone to chat with in MSN,
still sneak into Facebook to update status,
still checking comments on my blog,
still waiting for lunch hour and self-setted tea time...
Yen Yee found a very nice place for us to save our money: a RM 2 vegetarian restaurant. The RM 2 meal is simple: 3 vege +...
Sunday, October 10, 2010
音缘
#演奏会舞台。#
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好不容易终于找到了演奏会的礼堂，听了有近3小时的精彩表演，觉得，“幸好我有完成我的承诺来看演奏会”。因为我知道，我会后悔的。 演奏会里最让我回忆的曲子有：大合奏巴赫音乐创意高山青 小合奏突然发生的爱情故事春游 独奏侗乡之夜（巴乌） 演奏会尾声，很明显就是有encore的。结果真得有人喊咯。Encore的曲子，不说都没发现到，既然是香港TVB《宫心计》的主题曲！ 但是在这19首曲子里，我最炸到的曲子还是《高山青》。因为那是我曾经演奏过的，只是他们的版本比较快而已。 好啦，收笔了。下次再来咯...
无题 [Offline Blog for 8/10]
最近心情很乱。偶尔会很开心，很兴奋；偶尔就很低落，很emo。
"Wah... your work so free hor ?""No need go work ark ?""You not working meh ?"这几句话一直出现在我Facebook那里。
老实说，其实我要做的东西不算多。目前就有两个工作了：1. 把中草药电子书里的草药部位与用途记录起来。2. 把公司网站里所有的文章分类成12个人体系统。
虽然公司允许用MSN，但是上班时间，有谁会online叻？就是在工作时很累，很闷，很显。。。所以才去Facebook一下的。
谢谢经常跟我SMS的人；谢谢常在MSN里逗到我笑不停的同事/朋友；谢谢常来看和like我在Facebook post的文章；也谢谢其他朋友们的鼓励与支持在实习的我们。
“感情不再了。承诺，还重要吗...
Internship: First Week [Offline Blog for 6/10]
I started to see that my English wasnt as good as before already. I wonder what’s the cause of the problem... but it doesnt matter; I'll blog more in English and take it as exercise to sharpen my English.
And yeah, its already halfway through my first week as an Intern at the Company that I found myself. I've given 1 task on the first day, another 1 task on the other day. The jobs need to be done on time are pilling up, and the...
Sunset III [Offline blog for 3/10]
Its the same sunset.Its the same sun.Its the same sky.Its the same thing.
But the feeling just isnt right, this is not the same sunset that I get in Kampar.
I started to miss that place;the place where I'm alone, yet surrounded by friends staying nearby.the place which I do not love that much, yet not hating it too.the place...
真的“寂寞寂寞就好”吗？ [Offline blog for 2/10]
刚看完了一部两部电影。
第一部是在戏院看的《Resident Evil: Afterlife》。看不了3D的，因为太夜了，回家时搭巴士会危险，所以就看2D的。
第二部是已下载了的日本动画电影《跳跃时间的少女》(The Girl Who Leapt Through Time)。结局有点悲伤，因为少女最终无法与喜欢她的人在一起。
毕竟现在自己一个人在家，又不能上网，电视又没什么节目看，所以就开歌来听了。没想到，我第一首开的既然是，Hebe的《寂寞寂寞就好》。
听着听着，心里特别的疼。
或许心里真的很寂寞，或许心里隐藏着恐惧，或许我想要个人来陪，或许，我不想被困在自己的家。
看着那收线不好的手机，不懂该找谁来聊个天。他又不行，她也不行，真是麻烦。
哎，夜了，该睡了。晚安了，我情爱的部落...
Day 2 & 3: Seremban [Offline Blog for 1/10]
Not sure whether I'll be able to upload any pictures here, but anyway, I'll still blog about my trip to Seremban and the fun stuffs that we did.
Yeah, went to Seremban and slept at YH's house. Never thought his parents will be that funny, helpful, caring and loving. Overnight at his house gives me some weird yet warmth feeling that I couldnt...
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