I almost cried every fore-night,
Thinking of how am I gonna survive in this semester.
With no more Financial support,
Life seems to me is like ...
Hopeless, Sadness, and Grayish.
There's nothing I can do other than blaming myself,
For making such a mess for myself and my family.
The worst ever Nightmare is here,
And there's nothing much I can do to save myself.
Being in a Divorced family isnt easy,
Especially receiving less Care and Love,
And having a father that doesnt have a fixed income.
I cant just ask for Anything I wanted,
Because I knew that They should be used in other ways,
That keeps our Stomach full, and Healthy...
Things that are more necessary.
I do not wish that all of my Friends understand this,
But I do hope that for those who did,
Here by I'm saying Thanks if you're helping me,
Getting through my Problems.
Once I thought of Leaving,
But this isnt the best way to solve everything,
Though it do lessen the Burden.
The mind tells me this is wrong to do,
And so, I became a little Tough...
Country Road,
Take me Home,
To the Place,
I belong...
I need It,
And it means that I need to Work to get It.
Saw Vacancies throughout the shops,
I wonder which of Them is better,
That suits me more...
CC ? Restaurants ? Shops ?
CC doesnt sounds bad,
I can work Overnight on some days.
Restaurant is even better,
I can have Free meals if they're providing it.
Shops have a fixed working hour,
Dont think it suits me.
Live a day through a day.
Thats all that I can do...
For now.
All of my sorrow and pain,
I'll cry in the rain,
So no one else will notice...