This ... is Something Fun ! [Offline Blog for 28/10]

7.00am: I heard my alarm rang... 7.20am: Get up and prepare to work.
8.00am: Walk to bus stop.
8.45am: Reached office, turn on the computer and start working.
12.00pm: Started to feel the hunger haunting me.

Then... my supervisor MSN-ed me that we'll be ordering Kenny Roger's and having our lunch at the office. I was sooo surprised and think that "wow, its gotta be fun to have lunch with all of them !".

I told the very-busy-typing-whatever-it-is Yen Yee about the lunch and we both made our order to my supervisor.

12.30-1.00pm: Orders were made...
1.30pm: Went out of office to complete the task given to me.
2.00pm: Went back office.
2.10pm: Yeah, delivery has arrived ! Helped to open the door and ... いただきます (itadakimasu) !!!

Its fun to have lunch with all of the company staffs (including the CEO too, though I'm not sharing the same table with her, yeah... its a HER). They all had their fun chatting, while me and Yen Yee and another intern sharing another table. Me and Yen Yee sometimes laugh on the jokes that they said, and this makes me think back of my fellow ex TE-4rians and the life in Kampar.

6.20pm: And today the sunset was so bright when Yen Yee fetching me back. It makes me think of Kampar again. Around this time, I'll be waiting for "My" Chelle, Sensei and perhaps Jarod, Harley, Freezie, Tweety, Scotty, yLeong and sorts for dinner... and we'll be chatting all the crazy stuffs and complaining to each other about the problem faced...


虽然是有思念，但是我会尽量把心放在工作上，不要让它来烦我。
偶尔想想就好了。。。

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Hurt [Offline Blog for 26/10]

昨晚发了个较特别的梦：

我看见一个 Winnie the Pooh 公仔在马路上，

它看起来像是被虐待多过被抛弃。

我走近它那里。

它脸朝下，背部有许多的伤痕，棉花都出来了。

我忍不住把它抱起了来。

我看着它，它看着我。

有滴泪水从眼眶流了出来。

当然，我就这样梦醒了。

我醒来第一件事就想：

期待已久的，终于来了，

快点尽情地痛哭一场吧！

虽然感觉还在，但是不管我怎么逼自己，

都逼不到自己哭出一滴眼泪。

真的是所谓的“欲哭无泪”啊！

都快一个月了，

感觉就好像个沉入深海的玻璃弹珠，

越沉越深，越深越快。。。

一旦沉到海底时，

玻璃弹珠将会完美无缺,

还是会被击破粉碎。。。?

这种 hurt hurt 的感觉，

究竟还需忍耐几久叻？

突然好想念金宝的日落。

你说“思念”吗？

听得出，有一点。。。

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随《夏》而下 [Offline Blog for 19/10]

“《夏》竟然沦落成emo时听的曲子。。。”

人，是很可爱的东西。

他们宁愿欺骗自己，一厢情愿，

都不愿意接受事情的真相。

“希望”已成了“绝望”，

不管还在盼望些什么，

最终只觉得很不值得。

想着想着，窗外下起了一场大雨。

很自然的，那只手就摸起了MP3，

把听着的歌换成了《夏》来听。

我还记得：

“下雨听《夏》，停雨了就听《雨后庭园》。”

那“终于下雨了”的感觉，

随着那雨声深深的把我给困住了。

听完后又重新在听一次，

不知听了好几遍，那雨才停下来。

这场雨让我发现了个东西：

开始觉得凡事自己有做错事的人，

都好像会想要挽回“我们还是好朋友吧”的希望。

这，又让我想起另一首歌了。

最后觉得，还是哥讲得对。

*拿起MP3，选了《我寂寞寂寞就好》*

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Theme of Love

Been addicted to one of the Final Fantasy IV's soundtrack lately, and the name is "Theme of Love". This is a piece that touches the hearts of many, and of course, it touches mine as well. I've found several versions on Youtube, and I'll post them all here.

1. Final Fantasy IV: DS version


2. Final Fantasy IV: DS Opening


3. 月の明り(Tsuki no Akari) - Ida Emi


4. 愛のテ－ム(Ai no temu) Orchestral version - Final Fantasy IV


Each and every version of the same piece of music are performed beautifully, especially the orchestral version. The thing I admire the most is the cello and flute.

I never knew there's a version with vocals until I found Tsuki no Akari... And if you asked me which one I prefer the most, of course the original piece from the DS.

Since I'm sooooo into this song, I've found some flute music score of the piece and translated it into the Chinese Orchestral version. I tried performing it myself on DiZi and it sounds perfect. Should practice more so I could sharpen my skills, since the song is quite tricky to perform in DiZi. Haha~

Will show the score I translated to the fellow DiZi gang peoples... after Internship ! Wakaka~ ciao

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缘 [Offline Blog for 17/10]

都已经不知道自己要些什么了，

这个也不是，那个也不是。。。

看着那烂手机，等待的不是虚假的短讯，

而是那简单的两三个字来照亮我的每一天。

但是，还是觉得很可惜；

可以看，可以听，可以感觉，可以感应，可以想象，

却不能真正见个面。

[可能这就是所谓的“有缘没分”吧。。。]

如果真的有机会约出来见个面，

我一定，不会毁约的。

所以我会好好珍惜现在，

我不希望把我的“希望”演变成“绝望”。

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I've Just Ruined My Life !!! [Offline Blog for 15/10]

Just before I call it a day and start packing, I was asked to check my webmail and download the Word document and I'll be briefed shortly about the job. I was like "OMG, I must have been acting too relaxed till they're giving me something to do now".

When I opened the document, it’s a list of contact numbers.

"You'll need to call all the people here and ask them bla bla bla... (details are P&C here)", she came and briefed me.

"... ok."

The phone was pushed towards me and, I felt butterflies in my stomach.

After telling Yip Heng that I got to go, I brace myself and called the first number on the list. Strange enough is that, there's no people receiving the call ! Feeling weird, I called the extension number and the result is the same.

Then I moved to the second number, the same result was received. And the same thing goes to all of the numbers I've called. I started to think whether is the phone's problem and called my own cellphone to check it out, and sure it does, my phone wasnt ringing !!!

Then I'm not sure what to do anymore, but to continue on calling the numbers until I reached a number started with "214xxxxx"...

"Ring~ Ring~ Ring~" one of the phone in the office is ringing... and beside that phone, there's no one.

Then one of the seniors went to receive the call, and with shock, I heard the same "hello" that she spoke to that phone. I quickly hanged the call and heard she said "that guy hanged the call !"

"There's no one making a phone call, there's no one using a phone, and there's no one sitting beside that phone with extension 214..."

"Oh !" I said in shock, "I think that call was made by me..."

Everyone was like "oh, it was you huh ?" and made some soft laugh of relief after knowing the truth.

After that, finally I know the correct way to use the office phone, and successfully called a number just before I off. I passed the information I collected to the person in charge and called it a day. And hell yeah, I just ruined my Friday.

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Day 6: Internship [Offline Blog for 11/10]

Yeah, its already week 2 of my internship period of 12 weeks !

Still sleepy while doing works,
still slacking around,
still trying to find someone to chat with in MSN,
still sneak into Facebook to update status,
still checking comments on my blog,
still waiting for lunch hour and self-setted tea time...


Yen Yee found a very nice place for us to save our money: a RM 2 vegetarian restaurant. The RM 2 meal is simple: 3 vege + a bowl of white rice. Besides, there's also some other dishes like soup noodles, pan mee, chicken rice and curry noodles selling at the price RM 2 as well.

She also suggested that we save some money so we could have a big feast on Christmas Eve. I see that as a very good idea and signed myself up for the plan.

Nothing much to update today, unless you count "I've found that almost everyone in the office are slacking while working" is something new. Should I say this is the corperate culture of the company ?

Till next time...XOXO

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音缘

#演奏会舞台。#

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好不容易终于找到了演奏会的礼堂，

听了有近3小时的精彩表演，

觉得，“幸好我有完成我的承诺来看演奏会”。

因为我知道，我会后悔的。

 

演奏会里最让我回忆的曲子有：

大合奏

巴赫音乐创意

高山青

 

小合奏

突然发生的爱情故事

春游

 

独奏

侗乡之夜（巴乌）

 

演奏会尾声，很明显就是有encore的。

结果真得有人喊咯。

Encore的曲子，不说都没发现到，

既然是香港TVB《宫心计》的主题曲！

 

但是在这19首曲子里，

我最炸到的曲子还是《高山青》。

因为那是我曾经演奏过的，

只是他们的版本比较快而已。

 

好啦，收笔了。

下次再来咯。

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无题 [Offline Blog for 8/10]

最近心情很乱。

偶尔会很开心，很兴奋；

偶尔就很低落，很emo。

"Wah... your work so free hor ?"

"No need go work ark ?"

"You not working meh ?"

这几句话一直出现在我Facebook那里。

老实说，其实我要做的东西不算多。

目前就有两个工作了：

1. 把中草药电子书里的草药部位与用途记录起来。

2. 把公司网站里所有的文章分类成12个人体系统。

虽然公司允许用MSN，

但是上班时间，有谁会online叻？

就是在工作时很累，很闷，很显。。。

所以才去Facebook一下的。

谢谢经常跟我SMS的人；

谢谢常在MSN里逗到我笑不停的同事/朋友；

谢谢常来看和like我在Facebook post的文章；

也谢谢其他朋友们的鼓励与支持在实习的我们。

“感情不再了。承诺，还重要吗？”

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Internship: First Week [Offline Blog for 6/10]

I started to see that my English wasnt as good as before already. I wonder what’s the cause of the problem... but it doesnt matter; I'll blog more in English and take it as exercise to sharpen my English.

And yeah, its already halfway through my first week as an Intern at the Company that I found myself. I've given 1 task on the first day, another 1 task on the other day. The jobs need to be done on time are pilling up, and the time to complete them is running low...

Basically, my jobs are quite simple:

Face the computer screen.

Type type type...

Make sure that I've completed my jobs in time.

Remember to summit a weekly report on every Friday.

The environment in the office is beautiful and relaxing, will take some pictures around the office when the time is right. Its suitable for the stressful office life just like our Company (shit, did I just used OUR Company ?).

And thank goodness, there's another intern from Kampar UTAR that worked here with me too. And with much luck, she's Freezie's coursemate, Yen Yee. Its funny that we're now colleagues !

Anyway, I'm still looking for an opportunity to post all these "offline blog" post. When I found one I'll post them all up. Time for bed.

*Tut tut !*

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Sunset III [Offline blog for 3/10]



Its the same sunset.

Its the same sun.

Its the same sky.

Its the same thing.

 

But the feeling just isnt right,

this is not the same sunset that I get in Kampar.

 

I started to miss that place;

the place where I'm alone, yet surrounded by friends staying nearby.

the place which I do not love that much, yet not hating it too.

the place where I found boredom, and freedom co-exist.

 

I think that I've been staying alone too long until,

I've already used to be staying alone,

and not staying with my family anymore.

This makes me wonder,

whether I should stay with them after I found a job when I graduate.

 

Its the same sunset, same sun, same sky...

its the same thing I see in Kampar...

But the feeling just isnt right.

 

By the way, all the best to those who're having Internships starts from tomorrow onwards.

Wish me luck.

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真的“寂寞寂寞就好”吗？ [Offline blog for 2/10]

刚看完了一部两部电影。

第一部是在戏院看的《Resident Evil: Afterlife》。

看不了3D的，因为太夜了，

回家时搭巴士会危险，所以就看2D的。

第二部是已下载了的日本动画电影《跳跃时间的少女》

(The Girl Who Leapt Through Time)。

结局有点悲伤，

因为少女最终无法与喜欢她的人在一起。

毕竟现在自己一个人在家，

又不能上网，

电视又没什么节目看，

所以就开歌来听了。

没想到，我第一首开的既然是，

Hebe的《寂寞寂寞就好》。

听着听着，心里特别的疼。

或许心里真的很寂寞，

或许心里隐藏着恐惧，

或许我想要个人来陪，

或许，我不想被困在自己的家。

看着那收线不好的手机，

不懂该找谁来聊个天。

他又不行，她也不行，

真是麻烦。

哎，夜了，该睡了。

晚安了，我情爱的部落格。

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Day 2 & 3: Seremban [Offline Blog for 1/10]

Not sure whether I'll be able to upload any pictures here, but anyway, I'll still blog about my trip to Seremban and the fun stuffs that we did.

Yeah, went to Seremban and slept at YH's house. Never thought his parents will be that funny, helpful, caring and loving. Overnight at his house gives me some weird yet warmth feeling that I couldnt get back in my own house... is something that I missed for such a long time . . .

#Jusco sign... surrounded by trees.#

Never mind about that first, the next morning we both went to Jusco to meet up with Sensei and "My" Chelle. Finally I found a pharmacy to buy my allergic pills, but not sure whether it'll work on me though. Then we went to PD with "My" Chelle's dad. The first thing that the girls do was jump into the swimming pool; while YH and I went to the beach side and have some walk.

#Forgotten whose footprint it is already...#

#Took this on the surface of the water ...#

#The girls and the sunset.#

#Promoting my own blog. Hahaha~~#

#Jump people jump up high !!!#

#You jump I jump ? Hell No !!!#

#Ice-cream !!!#

Took some great pictures and then later joined by the girls. We had a great time playing sands on the beach with ice-creams and a great walk on the bridge leading to the almost-swarm-like area with junk foods.

#Oh crap, there're crabs there !!!#

#Yes master, do you need a towel ?#

#On the bridge.#

#Ah... the wondrous smell of the golden, crunchy, yummy, delicious Mamee... this is HEAVEN !# 

#Awaiting for ... ?#

#Looking forward to ... ?#

#Group photo !#

#This is the place we're staying at !#

Dinner time was fantastic as the food was delicious ! And while we're still energetic, we went to the playground and took some pictures and spend the whole night playing PS1 while the girls went into sleep.

#Did I mentioned that there's a mini library there too ? We paid it a visit just before we went for dinner.#

#We arrived at the restaurant and browsed the menu.#

#My food: forgotten what grilled fish chop, its quite delicious for me.#

#Sensei with her spaghetti.#

#"My" Chelle's mother chosen a chicken chop as her dinner...#

#...while herself chosen a normal fried rice.#

#YH's fried rice comes with a piece of fried chicken !#

#Sensei looking at a protrait of the founder of Port Dickson.#

#Group photo again !#

#At playground.#

#No parents, no playground for children !#

#Having fun in the mini car~#

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Thought of watching the sunrise on the other day, but it turns out raining in the middle of the night till morning. The girls went for swimming again while YH and I played table tennis/ping pong.

#Sensei having a quick snack before burning some calories.#

#The morning view through our room's window.#

After lunch, Sensei and I call for a rest and we packed our stuffs ready to go home while those two fellows still so into playing table tennis.

We went for dinner with "My" Chelle's parents afterward and I was sent back to YH's house so that there's no need for me to rush back KL in the night. Showed his parents the pictures and videos that we took during the trip, and they're so happy to see that we're having fun.

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And the next day afternoon, YH's mom fetches me to the KTM station and we waved goodbye. I guess this is the last moment that I'll be able to see any of my friends in Kampar again until next year. Soooooo gonna miss them, as we always did something crazy, fun and memorable together.

Internship gonna start soon, hope that everyone will be safe during the intern period and bring back precious experiences to share with. Good luck everyone and, see ya all again next semester !

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